Monday, October 25, 2004


carry my pain on the right
I cant sort it out, y me desespero.
Quiero ver the Grave of the fireflies y llorar porque no tengo otra razon para estar triste, pero el fantasma de moz no me deja ser feliz.
No se ser feliz. Nunca me habia emocionado tanto de la nada, tal vez por eso es que no se como reaccionar y leo cada pequeño acto como la mas importante de las señales.
a footprint of the pleasure in me.
I dont know how to handle these situations, but its clear that im not feeling quite me, its stupid and its lame and its been for a while now.
Im even more pathetic nowdays, and you didnt think it was possible.

Thursday, October 21, 2004

NEVER nearly arrive, ALWAYS make an entrance.

ok, the art of working a room:
Upon making your grand entrance take your partner by the hand and circle around the room. Smile and say hello to everyone in the room even if you dont know them, speacially if you dont know them.
Go once around the room in opposite directions, your friend go clockwise to your anti-clockwise, tell all people how you lost your friend! and how desperate you are to find him.
Now suddenly you bump into each other and scream.
Now you take him by the arm and go around once more, tell all your new good friends how you find each other.
the whole thing should take an hour, 90 minutes top.

Saturday, October 09, 2004

Hector was the first of the gang with a gun in his hand (a.k.a i want a bjork/moz concert)
I cant believe i was thinking about not going. Ive spent my whole life with these people. Sure i dont relate to them anymore, but we grew up together, and at the moment of the speech i realized what grown ups we were

And when i fell on the floor i drank more Me meti toda la cagada que pude meterme hasta las 9 de la mañana. Tekila , vodka y cualquier cheve que estuviera a mi disposicion.

Sueño que entro a un teatro, y cuando estoy ahi me entero que es un concierto de Bjork, pero la presenta Morrissey y como es un pequeño teatro yo aprovehco para gritarle a Moz que soy su mas grande fan y que con sus canciones canta acerca de mi vida. You sing my life. El se enoja y me dice que es la noche de Bjork.

Quiero que la islandesa haga un video con Jake Nava; but in the meantime, pueden ver el nuevo dirigido por Dawn Shadford en este link del ministry of sound.

Friday, October 08, 2004

wheres the line with you
[ j ] dice:
me encantan los coros
[ j ] dice:
y el sonido del beat y la voz en conjunto, yo quiero hacer ese ruido
[ j ] dice:
como de un balon rebotando muy rapido

My friends, they are all depressed, stressed and crazy.
How am i going to make this right?
we are dramatic, we wear make up, were drastic and operatic.
the triumph of a heart
The sun, it kills me, it puts me out of balance.
im restless yet ever so tired and lazy.

who is it
Bjork at her best. back to the basics, sucha vigorous voice

A desired constelaltion repeteadly

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Oh my Gaw!


Can we say : FREAK!!
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